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2005-10-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

whew. exams are over man!!! screw those books,fook those studies.. its play time!! haha... but sucks man.. results are out tml... or i should say, today? its pass twelve... crap man.. if i dont at least pass to sec4, i wont be able to go to china for training and my mp3 will be gone!! haii... going to china is something i have been thinking since sec1.. so now, i can go for 1 month!! (10nov to 10 dec) cool huh?? go there to receive intensive training for table tennis and maybe wushu....been longing for this day man!! woo..anyway.. i nida sleep... i will stop here

2005-09-20T18:54:00.000+08:00

crap.. exams is coming.. and whats more is that our english standard is = fail.. ms armstrong stomped in our class and reprimanded our class harshly for doing badly in our situational compo.she told us out of 20 who handed in the homework,5 pass... that was like 1/4 of it.. and it is a border line pass... she returned my work, un-marked. saying it was too informal.. this sucks man... exams is near.. and ppl like wei jian,terry,chin whee,matthias are playing lan more than what they do before exams start."last day today" which they will say once everyday when they go lan. i dun understand.. dont they feel the importance of exams? or do they think they can just get an A1 tat easily. being at the back of the class in ranking, i know i have no words to say. nor do i have the right to tell them to study hard.. and for myself.. i too cant study properly.. having so many things that i dun understand.. chemistry... emaths.. amaths.. english.. chinese... all possible failures... not including social studies as it is depending on the test paper itself..boredd... i just cant help to think that i will stay back this year.. and stay with the sec2s next year..(sec3 will be).imagine that.. my table tennis juniors=.=""" i will have no face.. and now teachers are after me.. mr kuan.. mr lim bun.. all because of chalet,kickboxing, running ard with ms chui.. having a competition on the chalet date, it is obviously i have no jersey with me.. kick boxing so i can leave early from training... all this.. mr kuan is unhappy.. but wat can i do? i am interested in kick boxing.. and if u dun like it, i can just say bye bye to table tennis and go another sch and play tt.. and i will just trash gess ass upside down... haii.. life sucks in gess... onli the frenz u have there is better... arrgh.. 1 1/2 years more... before i can grad.. or maybe 2 1/2 years... cant wait man... so i can get out if this low down school which sucks..

2005-09-10T20:27:00.000+08:00

She rolls the window downAnd sheTalks over the soundOf the cars that pass us byAnd I don't know whyBut she's changed my mindWould you look at herShe looks at meShe's got me thinking about her constantlyBut she don't know how I feelAnd as she carries on without a doubtI wonder if she's figured outI'm crazy for this girlShe was the one to hold meThe nightThe sky fell downAnd what was I thinking whenThe world didn't endWhy didn't I know what I know nowWould you look at herShe looks at meShe's got me thinking about her constantlyBut she don't know how I feelAnd as she carries on without a doubtI wonder if she's figured outI'm crazy for this girlRight nowFace to faceAll my fearsPushed asideAnd right nowI'm ready to spend the rest of my lifeWith youWould you look at herShe looks at meShe's got me thinking about her constantlyBut she don't know how I feelAnd as she carries on without a doubtI wonder if she's figured outI'm crazy for this girl Would you look at herShe looks at meShe's got me thinking about her constantlyBut she don't know how I feelAnd as she carries on without a doubtI wonder if she's figured outI'm crazy for this girl

2005-09-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

WAAAAAAAAAAAA.. happy like hell man... i am among the top 8 in spore for table tennis!!! wooo!! haha... damn happy man.. hmmm.. this holiday week was quite dull doh... other than the chalet. firstly.. there wasnt any outing or any sort like wat we use to do last year.. i think it is because most of our good frenz are in 3h and 3i.. all scared fail... sian... all tat was left were me,wcw,mata. lol.. other than that big mouth bastard taufik who cant shut his mouth.life is dull... i dont understand why wcw is so obsess with dota and wc3... izzit because he dont have the game? or wat? seriously sick of tat game man... and in the chalet, all they care was gambling... make it so dull for those who dont gamble... wtf man.. its a chalet.. not a gambling den.. haiz.. cant blame... wcw is always wcw... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... come to think of it... sec 3 life just pass in a blink of an eye... to me, its still first day of school... but its already term 4... darn... tat sucks... final year exams is coming.. i dont wanna stay back... and tat faggot kuan boon boo and lim bun dont allow me to go obs... darn.. if i see tat old bastard on the streets, i swear to god i will woop his ass upside down... and tat kuan boon boo... dun allow me to go for the sunday's competition although i am the onli 1 who qualify for top 8 ... wtf man.. i dun understand wat are they thinking... izzit because i cant control my temper? or izzit just because u dont like me as i dun respect u as much as i respect others... u noe why?because u are not worthy of my respect...even if i leave the team, i still have wushu and kick boxing, i can just go to NYP and continue my training... i just realise, gess teachers are just teachers who love students who boot licks... i just realise, those in the prefectorial board with high rankings are those who boot licks or teacher favours... those in ccas, the same thing... i just cant stand it.. cant they choose some1 who can lead? table tennis.. meng han... he is ok.. but not a good leader.. he dont dare to shout.. he dont dare to scold.. he dont even giv a damn to anything.. but after all.. he does his duty.. life sucks in gess...if onli i could just score higher for psle and go in sji or something... just my luck to go gess.. i wonder if there will be anything good for me in this budget school which cant even support wushu... i think it is because of stupid old hag mr limbun again... with his sly wicked ideas and motives and hide behind his so called kind hearted facial expression...

2005-08-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

long time no blog !!! haha... hmmm.. too busy nowadays i guess? too much common test... hmmm... i failed amaths onli!! improvemenT!!! lol..hmm..today i scolded wtf in class... quite shocking what.. imagine chee wei jie getting 3rd in class for emaths?!?!?! joke right?haii..than mdm sakeena kpkb.. write my name in the class diary... ms armstrong gonna kill me tml... haii... den i show her attitude.. i read da vinci code in front of her.. LOL.. i mean. emaths study wat.. sure pass 1.. aiya.. sian... talk abt it next itme

2005-07-31T23:55:00.000+08:00

wootz.. today went out with steven,hanif,fuxing,chinwhee and mata..well, it was damn fun going out after a long time as we are from different classes now... and whats more is while i was walking beside chin whee, and chinwhee beside steven, i realise chin whee was 1 head taller than me!! i was liek.. omg!! until i realise. he tiptoed=.=" i was like.. embarrassed=.=" and while we were watching the movie, stealth, mata offered me a bite of his sausage.. and guess what.. i couldnt resist the temptation, and ate 4/5 of it.. instantly, his face was like, WTF! but he had his revenge by eating my nachos anyway..stealth was a nice movie.. i thought it was a dull show doh.. but its ending was quite lame.. kimikaze... haha... well, we played lan after the movie, although i haven finish my lit proj and steven with his bio common test, the temptation was hard to resist.. so we played an hour or so.. with steven's eerie laughter coming across the room as he screwed our ass upside down in war3 and cs... it was a very enjoyable day for me.. although now, here i am, rushing in my lit project, and blogging.. haha.. i wished our class didnt disband... because our class is very united..well, 2f.. miss u guys... and guess what.. today she finally called me!! after all this days i have been trying to contact her... i treasured every min of it.. i even record our conversation.. LOL.. sounds like a desperate ass ... but i love her very much... ^^ gtg.. niteZ

2005-07-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

sian... common test just started... damn it man.. my social studies i think can pass ba.. or maybe fair better... but my emaths..... holly shit man... haii.. i dun even noe how to draw the graphs... i think i was too engrossed with ss that i neglected emaths.. i think i will fail emaths... tml amaths and lit... both subjects i am scared.. because mr lim is setting the amaths paper.. and mr teo said it will be difficult.. he even bet with me a chocolate bar.. that if any1 pass.. he would giv them ... and lit... ms armstrong said it isnt sec2 anymore.. it will be much difficult as in, it will be base on yur character analysis... damn man... i am so screwed tml.. i dun wanna fail any subs... but i just realised, i haven put in much effort either..haiz.. wonder wat will be the outcome of the common test.. i dun wanna fail.. neither do i wan to stay back ..haiz.. wonder wat will happen tml...

2005-07-18T21:07:00.000+08:00

damn.. it have been damn long since i blogged... u noe why? because of this shitty comp of mine which restarts all by itself.. soon, it will restart.. hope i can blog finish?? damn man.. so many damn hw and tests coming up.. i failed chem by 1/2 mark!!! OMG!! 1 silly mistake.. made me lose 6marks..arrgh.. but luckily, i pass my maths!!! woooooo.. haha... ms armstrong talk to me today... some personal stuffs i cant say.. but she told me not to giv up in studies.. and i should work on every subject instead of amaths and emaths... she told me my literature is going down to the drain.. and she is worried as that is the onli sub i can score well.. and today.. is the first time in my whole life.. i didnt lose any match in the friendly match against the whole school team.. the coach told me if i dont show any temper. u will win.. wahahahah.. so happy today... lalala... hmmm.. i have done finish my hw!! wahhaha... first tiem in my whole life.. i finished every single 1 of them.. whew... debate will be held tml.. a mock debate... hope my side will win... haha.. i miss step programme man... made many new friends... but damn man... next year wont be seeing them..because they might be studying for Os.. like jan and amanda? they both cant go. hah.. i might not be going.. if my studies sucks.. hmm.. good luck for all step campers!!! wish u all the best in everything!!

2005-07-12T23:04:00.000+08:00

sian... all my friends are becoming my enemies... 1 by 1... why are they going away? i dont know... haiz.. i dunno what i ahve done wrong... plz advice me on my mistakes... i wonder why.. sometimes i feel so left out in this world.. as if i dont belong here... its just i donno why , i feel bored. i feel irritated..i feel fooked up... i dunno.. i wonder who can cure this.. feeling sad.. i dont know whether i should carry on trying to get her.. life is such a boring thing. no hope in anything.. just finished my amaths tuition.. quite confident in passing the next a maths test, i will try my best..

2005-07-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

FANNY.. is equals to a B****..i did nothing wrong.. she has to back stab me.. fork tongue me behind my back? well done fanny.. u rox man.. i wonder... pls dun act as if u are chio? or clarence is always helping u? cause if it wasnt clarence.. u would receive a scolding directly into yur face in yur BESt class.. i dont giv a damn whether alex will stop me anot.. 1 more time.. 1 more of your nonsense... u will get it.. i assure u... u will....so plz.. stop yur crappy nonsense.. because i dun wish yo break my vow since psch to scold a girl...... so.. stop yur crap work.

2005-07-02T21:24:00.000+08:00

step camp 2005!! well.. it was enjoyable... although it was quite unpleasant when they confiscated the cards and stuffs... and set up stupid rules... well, it was a leisure camp to me.. no hardwork... haha... well.. the first day we did ice breakers with the thai people... although we didnt have much time, we click very well.. haha... soon we were as if best frens for a year.. haha...1 thing i hate abt the camp.. river valley high students.. they are really very arrogant and very anti social... in ur bus, they didnt talk, they didnt make friends, they just sit behind the bus,they dont even bother to say hi or anything.. i cant stand them man... seriously.. they are just a bunch of nerds.. who can study... but so wat? iq no eq = shit. well.. we went to many places.. but all i did was slack and play cards? i didnt listen much doh... only at the nature park and the powerpoint talks did i listen.. haha... aiya... must act as if i know what they are saying ma.. i made alot of friends... hmm..janice..manda..dew..eve..kobkab..wilma..warapong..veerapat..ronicorn..chris..smellyshit..and many others... i think our sch should get more ppl join man.. seriously.. its damn fun.. haha... hmmm.. talk abt this next time.. tired.. haha..=)

2005-06-28T19:12:00.000+08:00

hello!!! sch reopen le.. sian... got so much hw... but nvm ba... cant fail already this term.. must try my best to study hard liao... i dunno whether can... haha.. but aiya.. if i tried my best... i have no regrets le... hmmm..talk abt her ba.. those who know .. she isnt chio or wat actually..but i just love her the way she is... but i dun wanna tell her.. no point.. relationship = 1 day will break.. so rather not... so happy today man..haha... played bowling with wcw,mata,daughter,ws and james... fuck man.. i got 20 points=.= i haven show them my skill yet.. later i show they wan my autograph.. haha... aarrgh.. nida study arleady.. cya~!

2005-06-09T02:08:00.000+08:00

wow.. long time since i last blog... hmmm.. now i am at steven house.. slacking... tml nida go sch for step and tt training... bored!!! wtf sia.. now its 2 am? and i am damn tired.. wonder wat will happen tml... arggh.. steven is leaving for myanmar... so we stay at his house ba... before he leaves... lalala... today is my first time i had a tuition... omg man... 1st time in my whole life i studied 2 hours non stop without resting!! LOL... pro ar.. haha.. bored... holidays juist started.. and i am already scared abt next term results for my ca... i dun wanna stay back.. so must study.. arrghh.. siann... wonder how she is doing now? studying/ maybe? haha.. she so clever.. too clever for me le.. haii.. wish her the best. i go sleep le.. NighTz

2005-05-18T19:24:00.000+08:00

SIAN!!! exams over.. but fuck... results i fail 3 sub already... poa,amaths,chinese... sianz... fail alot of sub so recently.. must buck up.. but i dunno why... cant do tat... sianz.... keep losing and failing.. fucked up already...even worse is.. the girl i secretly admire... she suddenly know tat i liked her.. and in the end.. its like our friendship end lidat.. haiz... the whole year this year is a fucked up year for me... nth to do.. haii... dunno wat i should do already... lost ........... well.. my bday is coming.. hope it turns out good.... rather den my mom coming to stop the whole thing like last year.. lets talk abt my mom ...my mum kicked me for no reason in the midle of the night and scold me... i dun care.. the next day... she gave me 5 bucks for my allowance instead of my 10 bucks.. nvm!!!den my frenz wanna come over.. she dont let!?!? exams are oveR?!!? HELLO?!den after tat nvm... we go sentosa... late already... and we went to play lan.. and we were abt to go in the mrt.. my mom say dun allow them to stay over!! wtf... i was so pissed.. i scolded her.. fuck u la! and i put down the fone..bored la.. she this kind of mother.. hate her to the core... SIAN

2005-05-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

lalala... 1 more day and all the important exams are gone except for art!! wahahahah!! tml physics and amaths... omg... amaths and physics my weakess subject... why put them together!?!?! arrgh... hmm.. lets see my target for all my sub.... maths b3?eng c5? chinese d7?lol... art c5?chem b3? phy c5? amaths d7? if i can? haha... hmm.. all suck right?? cannot aim high ba... later tat dick head steven come kpkp luff luff luff..lol.. and somemore my studies isnt tat good... my ca marks are all red.. LOL... except for poa? crap sia poa.. today had poa test.. omg ... i look at the paper... yi pian kong bai... dunno wat to write!! lol.. den i think its an f9? lolx... i thought i was the only 1.. until i realise matthias.. the faggot who teach me abit be4 sch.. say he will fail too... den soon, every1 was saying.. its hard and they will fail... WELCOME TO THE FAILURES GROUP DUDE!!! shake hands* haha..hmmm.. time this days are so shitty...the girl i admire in sch... haven been talking recently? hha... nvm.. dun plan to go into a relationship anyway..she is too smart for me? or izzit i am too dumb? aiya... dont talk abt this stuffs... lameness... haha.. hmmm... planning on wat to do after exams sia... PLAY DOTA EVERYDA!!! WAHAHHA... go watch movie with the serenity's group.. hehe!!well.. i just realise 1 thing.. sean isnt as close as wat he use to be when we were lower sec... now he is hanging out with the normal acads of sec 4 level.. and their tricks are so lame.. 1 look u can see wat is the trick because they are those kind of ppl.. who use violence .. when they do trick... their hand worse than my "lumpa" .. haha... aiya.. dunno wtf happen to him la... issit because he thinks we make him cant study? or izzit because of himself? haiz... dunno wat he thinknig la... sian... mata... if u read this... i got bubble gum!! wan? come get me!! whaahhaah..lol

2005-04-24T22:45:00.000+08:00

wow... long time..mid year iscoming... time passes so fast huh?? speed of light... i still think the first day of sec1 is just yesterday.. where we can be happy go lucky small kids and be carefree... go out everyday.. .but now its different... friends in psch and lower sec .. they are drifting further and further away...i still cant let go my psch days... and lower secdays.... i still dream of them... where i can be childish... run ard and play...but now its different... now i am sec 3... different scenario... 1 minor mistake can result u in caning... which u would just get scolded when u are lower sec...haiz... this sucks man... now its exam period... i dont have enuff time to study exactly... or izzit because i didnt plan well? too lazy i think...8 more days to exams.... after exam will be abt 2 weeks more...first day of sec3 was just like a night ago... where we come in to class and still have the leisure mindset... but now i cant... i dun wanna drop amaths.. but fate wil make me drop amaths... because i didnt put in the effort... regretting is no use... reminiscing all my childhood days.. all my wonderful times with my frenz... 4 generals ....7 gangsters....serenity...4elements....smoked slitereen...my past group names..the 1 i will never forget is the 4generals...tats the best time i ever had ... where we luff,play,scream together... be4 some lamers come in like duck and flat... which steven thinks he can "change" them.. which didnt quite happen actually... haiz...

2005-04-12T20:51:00.000+08:00

bored..today gave mei the stuffs i bought 1month ago.. pro right me!! hmm... sian.. today run 2.4.... 9min ++ zzzz... i wan beter!! arggh... nvm.. tml run again.. haha... bored sia.. tml ss test... amaths test i blank paper hand in!!! omfg... dunno why i cant do any... maybe dun understand question? haiz... f up... i think i am going to drop a maths soon.. haiz... zzzzz.. i dun wan to drop.. but the bloody test totally different den the 1 in the textbook... sian ar... haiz... phy and chem also fail.. i think all my ca fail.. .fucked .. haiz... nvm.. try to get good results in midyear exam...hai.. today wcw & mata come my house play dota... fuck man...... stupid quiters .. all suckers..all quit.. zzz...den bored liao...

2005-04-04T23:35:00.001+08:00

wow... how long haven i blog? haha... hmmm.. this few weeks busy ba... hmmmmmmmmm.............well today suppose to meet mei 1... den haiz... got pulled back because our last singles keep on playing... den by the time finsih already damn late.. haiz.... everytime onli can see her every week once or twice.. haiz... crap... i dont know why all u guys hate her... but wats so bad abt her?i love her but i donno why u guys hate her so much.. as if u treat her like thin air?imagine i scold the girl u love.. or treat her like she is air? would u like tat? u wont right? think before u act can? cause 1 more time u do that.. u are screwed.. and i mean really screwed.. and our friendship will be over... haiz... dunno wat u guys thinking.. cant u see wat am i thinking ? its totally opposite... well.. today sucks... i just realise my work are slacking behind accept emaths? the rest i think i cant cope le.. donno wat should i do... sianZ

2005-03-27T20:00:00.000+08:00

Whe you're looking like that,She's a 5 foot, 10 in catsuit and bambi eyed.Everybody's who's staring wouldn't believe that this girl was mine.I should have know I was wrong.When I left her for a life in pity .But they say you never miss the water until it's gone.yeah.Guess I failed to love you.And you're taking it out tonight.How am I supposed to leave you now?When you're looking like that I can't believe what I just gave away Now I can't take it back I don't wanna get lost I don't wanna live my life without you.How am I supposed to leave you now? When you're looking like that.She's all dressed up for glamour and rock and roll.Wanna squeeze her real tight get out of this place.If only I could take control.But she's out of my reach foreverAnd just a week ago she lied next to me.It's so ironic how I had to lose just To see that I failed to love youAnd you're taking it out tonight,How am I supposed to leave you now?When you're looking like that I can't believe what I just gave away Now I can't take it back I don't wanna get lost I don't wanna live my life with out youHow am I supposed to leave you now? When you're looking like thatI don't wanna forget youI don't even wanna tryHow am I supposed to walk on by when you're looking like that?How am I supposed to leave you?I can't believe what I just gave away (oh no)Coz I can't take it back I'm lost I don't wanna live my life with out you ( live my life without you )How am I supposed to leave you now?When you're looking like thatHow am I supposed to leave you now?When you're looking like that I can't believe what I just gave away Now I can't take it back I don't wanna get lost ( lost )I don't wanna live my life with out youHow am I supposed to leave you now?( am I supposed to leave you )When you're looking like that!

2005-03-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

'Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I cant keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad (yeah) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And i can't take it I cant shake it(NO) I can't wait to see you Wanna see if you still got that look in your eye That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes And its a shame that we gotta spend our time being mad About the same things Over and over again (about the same thing) Over and over again Oo but I thinks she leavin uhh man she's leavin I dont know wat else to do (Cant go on not lovin you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I cant keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad (yeah) cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again (yeah) and I can't take it (yeah)and I can't shake it ( no ) I remember the day you left I remember the last breath you took right in front of me When you said that you would leave I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything But I see clearly now And this choice I made keeps playin in my head (Over and over again) Playin my head (over and over again) Oh I thinks shes leavin Uhh man shes leavin I dont know wat else to do (I cant go on not lovin you) Cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I can't keep picturing you with him And it hurts so bad (yeah) cause its all in my head I think about it over and over again I replay it over and over again And I can't take it and I cant shake it(no) [Nelly] Now that I realize That I'm goin down From all this pain you put me through Everytime I close my eyes , I lock it down ooooo I can't go on not lovin you Over and over again Over and over again Cause it's all in my head

2005-03-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

See, I dont know why I liked you so muchI gave you all, of my trustI told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drainYa put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
You thought, you couldKeep this shit from me, yeahYa burnt bitch, I heard the storyYa played me, ya even gave him headNow ya askin for me backYa just another act, look elsewhereCuz ya done with me
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Oh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeahOh ohUh huh yeah
Ya questioned, did I careYou could ask anyone, I even said Ya were my great oneNow its, over, but I do admit I'm sad.It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe
Fuck what I said it dont mean shit nowFuck the presents might as well throw em outFuck all those kisses they didn't mean jackFuck you, you hoe, I dont want you back

2005-03-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

wa crap.... i blog halfway den all gone.. shitty webbie... anyway... today is the shittiest day i ever had... although there is no sch, we had to go thru a stupid financial course and a shitty trip... the course was lame... its like monopoly... den we paly until sian.. paly cheat took all the money... den we played daidi... wats worse is when we went for the field trip... we went to kranji memorial thingy... less den 2min... we barely walk a shit... den we have to go labadour park... when we reach there... less den 10m we walk... we have to go to fort canning... lame rite? mustwell dun go... den we went fort canning park... see some stupid figures move and a shitty show where yamashita and preceival sign the treaty... den go back sch.... lame right? waste of time...rather dun go...

2005-03-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

bored... now its 11.56.... today damn f up man... woke up late... 7am!!! argh... reach sch 2 sec before OM came to the gate... heng right?!? haha.... den i found out... no phy and chem test=.="" and emaths test.. so easy.. but no time do finsih... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ... i just realise something... last time my test... is dunno how to do.. den alot of tiem.. sian sian... now is.. i noe how to do... but no time=.="" lame right? i noe.. haha... hmm... i met celest with her stupid pink hair band and i wore it.... i loook more handsome!!! no la.. joking.. haha..hmmm.. later go tiong makan... kenrick,nimata,nerrine and alex... mei ng tag along... but i just dun seem why she cant like... blend into the surrounding.. as in like.. talk to them.. all my frens are like.... she very dao leh... very anti social.. very haolian... funny huh? haha... den walk ard tiong... den emily came... den i quickly zhao.. because i noe.. i see emily.. first thing she say is.. u and cheryl how... or... wat u doing.. or lame shitty questions....dunno la... gotten over cheryl liao... hmmm.. but when i get reminded abt her... den trouble comes la..but when i see her.. nothing liao... haha.... i am the pro!!! super fast forget..^^ hmmm... well... after going tiong... i went back change go wushu... i just realised i cant do some stuffs that i used to do... and wats worse is my stance i do abit wrong... den my coach quite angry... den he teach me more.. .den i realise... quite fast finish..haha... i was like.. huh? finsih ?? wow .. fast... haha.. quite happy doh.. but kinda hard to do... so hope i can finsih it and practice everyday... den go wushu comp next year!!!!! woooo.... if can la.. haha....hmmm.. tml ace day... den field trip.. sian la.. zzz... but near my house.. so good...haha... kranji... yay.... my house 10min walk.. lolx... wootz!

2005-03-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

sianz... today wake up at 8 o clock.... kena disturb by mei at 3 am... lol... but nvm... got enuff sleep... crap sia... i go wushu i still very good sia..haha... although i miss it for 3 weeks? and i even improved=.=""" pro right? haha... but i didnt learn more from my jing sai nan quan.. learn until the 3th phrase onli... lolx... den later roy(wushu) came my house teach me emaths... he teach like.. 4 sums.. den dunno hwo to do already.. haha... den i teach him magic tricks ... fun sia... den we went creative fair go see see... all still exp... so we left and met coach(wushu) and go see wushu competitions and see how they fight... got 1 small guy... wa lao.. so cute.. i think 5 or 6 yr old onli... he fight until ... whoa... number1.... i think the judge giv alot of points.... den me and roy sian sian... go walk walk buy chess.... and i lost to him 3 times in a row!!! omg.. zzz.. i can go kill myself.. haii..haha... i just realise.. wushu help me to jump higher... run longer distance... run faster... and run bigger steps.... cool huh??? jumping in wushu is a very important thing... jump and kick.. jump and punch... look very nice... but very hard to do=.="""hmmm.. tml i will go wushu!!! i think... see hows my work going on first... den i can improve .. and WIN STUPID ROY IN CHESS... haha....

2005-03-19T15:54:00.000+08:00

i just realised... how stupid am i.... going after her for 3mths 19days.. which she told me.... playing with me since day 1.... i didnt listen to u guys... but my brother just showed me wat she replied yday on his fone... and i really.... hai... nvm,... wat have i done wrong? i dun understand... cant believe how flirtious bitch she is... haiz.. looks like i seen the wrong side of her... regretted....chosen the wrong road... playing with me.... haiz.... must control... not to say vulgarities now.... cant believe it... and now she tells me not to talk to her anymore.... which is a good for me.. cause i wanna forget this B_ _ _ H who is trying to make everybody like her and giving them false hopes ... den after tat... reject them plainly.... donno wat am i thinking now... but i dun feel a god damn shit abt her anymore... because she is just a piece of bullshit to me.... just a flashback memory which i will learn my lessons from.... i jus realised... why bother to have a relationship? for wat? i have been thinking... but i dun understand why am i going after her... tat question lingers in my mind... and memories of her just keep coming... now i realise... there isnt any happy memories abt her..... all of them are just a bunch of lies.... lies lies lies...cant believe it....she just goes on.. and go off at the same time... i dun get girls... wtf are they thinking? wtf are they doing? i just dun get it... maybe because they are stupid? normal technical bastards? or just plain infatuation.... which happen to iq low ppl because they are just a toy... they just play... den dun play.. den paly with others... den stop playing.... now i realise.. how come normal tech ppl have steads here steads there..cause they are just plain... stupid.... just for fun.. for show... they dun understand........ their brains isnt functioning welll....cause they are just god damn fucking stupid.... haiz.. if i offended any1... sorry.. .because i am just speaking wat i am thinking now...

2005-03-19T08:54:00.000+08:00

yoooooooooooooo........ whoa... yday training tt den go wushu......zzzzzzzzzzzz.........leg injured...zzzzzzz....sianz.. today nid go teens party..... wa fook man..... yday just got fucked..... zzzzzzzzz........spoil my day nia..... fucked up.... i wish she could just fuck off... and leave me alone... so fucked up..... zzzzzz.... should have listen to my brothers... sorry guys.. next time will listen to u huh??? ^^ i made the wrong choice... soooooooo......... paisei!!! aiya... heckkkkkkkkkkk ... today go teens party go enjoy life there.. .heeee....

2005-03-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

wa sianz arr....today at morning go chinese high play.... i lose la... but overall got improve abit ba...overall the whole team got win ba... hmm..after tat go tiong slack... wats even more interesting is tat i met cheryl on my way up the escalator.... and i chased her ard tiong=.-" stupid crap...den later she say going out with stead.. dun wan tell me... den suddenly say go out with frenz....she abit crazy liao... den after tat.. went to queenstown stadium and run... heng wcw and mata pei wo.. haha... go there run like fook lidat... dunno why so slow... 1500m in 5.28 min...zzzz... hope i can win clarence ba... hope so...wcw and mata came to my house later... first time sia... play lan all the way.. from 7 until 11.30... $12.20... so exp... now owe wcw $5... zzz....tmd... haha... tat faggot wcw... ask him go die la... he 11.45 went home=.="" lame fuck... now mata at my house... eating and sleeping... and decorating his stupid word of art he drew with my glitters.... lame shit... he go vandalise my printer... write cheryl.. den later dunno deco until worse than sai.... ask him go die la...lame shit...

2005-03-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

Never knew I could feel like thisLike I've never seen the sky beforeI want to vanish inside your kissEvery day I Love You more and moreListen to my heart, can you hear it singTelling me to give you everythingSeasons may change, winter to springBut I Love You, until the end of timeCome what mayCome what mayI will Love YouUntil my dying daySuddenly the world seems such a perfect placeSuddenly it moves with such a perfect graceSuddenly my life doesn't seem such a wasteIt all revolves around youAnd there's no mountain too highNo river too wideSing out this song,I'll be there by your sideStorm clouds may gatherAnd stars may collideBut I Love You, I Love You,Until the end of time

2005-03-13T23:47:00.000+08:00

bored.... nth to do... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........ watch movie again.. past 3 days been watching... just trying to forget... is this a dream? a nightmare?? or reality?? i dont know... this sucks... i look fine outside ... not inside... stupid huh??wat am i thinking... doing... wondering... just cant find out... i am the one cheering ppl up.. helping ppl solve their problems... while i cant solve mine... i cant cheer myself up... i cant do anything... alone....confused....stupid ... haii...i will forget... luckily its a holiday week..otherwise.. i can say bb to me already... next week will be a refreshed,new,reborned me... i wont look back to the past..i wont regret... i wont... i will forget them... her... and everything....i will concentrate on studies... and dun care abt her once and for all... after wat she have done.... i cant stop thinkinng... why am i after her.. terry tells me... she is just a bitch who wans ppl to like her den reject.... mata say... she is a fugly and dun giv a damn abt u.... wcw say... why do u like her? wat are her flaws... steven say... fucking ugly...mr tham say... neutral... i say... i dont know... all i noe... is... she is out... and i dont giv a damn abt any1 anymore... because those whom i care for... will eventually hurt me... tommi...cheryl...every1...everywhere...everytime...why do i always get hurt... why cant i be the one hurting ppl.... i wish i could... but i couldnt... just sucks.. life sucks.. not because of her.. but everything... teachers...frenz...her... everything...results... all.... i cant wait to just climb up a 20 storey building and just jump down from there .... and reborn as a bird which can fly to the sky and be free not bond by the legs and kept in the cage ... hope so... hope so..

2005-03-12T11:31:00.000+08:00

whoa sianz... yday watch movie with mr tham until 11.. pro huh????nthn to blog... onli thing is last day of school... got 1 week break... suppose to be good huh??? but to me it sucks... 1 week cant see cheryl... haha... wat am i thinking man.. stupid... haii... dont know wat to say or do... tat tommi dunno talk wat crap to her... although i didnt say a shit to him... he say until like i got tell him things lidat... dunno wtf is wrong with him.. sian diao le.... haiiizzzzz

2005-03-10T23:36:00.001+08:00

yooyoyoy... whoa.. long time nv blog... sianz... haii.. been studying at mr thams house ... stupid huh? cause i dun wan to think of my problems... hmm.. have alot of problems sia me.. and the most important is abt cheryl... well.. i love her alot.. and i am not afraid to say it now.. because if i dun say it now.. it will be never... haii.. i talk to her today when i was having tuition... and i decided to make my decision by asking her... 2 questions... does she like me.. and can she be my gf... i dunno whether its the right time.. because i feel that... she is hiding alot from me... and she is acting like a normal fren... and i dont know.. i am confused... my frenz keep telling me.. why i love/like cheryl.. i myself also dunno.. its the feeling.. it comes lidat... like yimin 1... and i just cant stop it... i hope it is positive... and i hope it will.... haii... confused... she have problems too sia... but i also dunno why... i ask her that out of the blue moon... haizzz.....

2005-03-10T23:36:00.000+08:00

2005-03-08T20:56:00.000+08:00

yooo!! whoa today... in the morning see cheryl abit gloomy... den pass her penknife she dun wan take.. dunno wat happen to her.. hmm.. today tio caught by mui... sianzzzz....hair spike and shirt untuck.. plz lorr.. i was like doing my zuo wen den have to bend.. all come out wat... haiz.. anyway.. tml i think caning... cause tml got pe,.. and mui say he will.. so sway lor... haizz.. oh yea.. tat lamer who got caned today... bloody lame ass... he walk until so dua pai... ask him go eat shit la.. he outside tio wack be4.. act big sibo? so weak.. get caning put towel.. so stupid... wan at least wear boxers like me right.. put towel.. how to cheat him.. stupid idiot... anyway.. today i passed my physics!!!!!!!!! woootz!!! i fail poa by 1 mark..zzzzzzz... 1 mark onli... den after sch.. training.. sianz laaa.... training.. i couldnt play properly.. den i sian liao... but 1 thing.. mr kuan suddenly so good.. carter food for us leh!!! whoa... first time in my life.. he bao everything... cause got girls... tmd... when onli boys dun have leh... tmd.. girls so lucky.. not fair.. they sec 1 onli... zzzzzz.. but nvm ba.. i took 2 servings.. plus 1 more serving for fren.. hahaha... pro anot? haha...

2005-03-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

My gift is my song... ...and tis one's for you,n u can tell everybody tat tis is ur song.it mayb quite simple,but now tat it's doneI hope u don't mind, I hope u don't mind.tat I put down in words......How wonderful life is now u're in the world....i sat on e roof, and I kick off the moss,well some of these verses,well they've,they've got me quitecross,but the sun's been kind while I wrote tis song.......it is 4 ppl like you,tat keep it turned on...so excuse me forgettin, but these things I do....u c I hav forgotten if they are green or they are blue.....anyway.....the thing is, wat i really mean....urs r e sweetest eyes i have ever seen......n u can tell everybody tat tis is your song..it maybe quite simple..but now tat it is done so u can tell everybody tat this is your song... it maybe quite simple but now tat it is done, i hope u dun mind.. i hope u dun mind.. tat i put down in words.. how wonderful life is.. now u are in the world....

2005-03-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

heyy!!! wa tired arrrr.... today again.. no caning=.=" got such thing 1 sia.. hai.. nid wear boxers again.. sianz... den even worse... today run 800 and 3000m... wa lan... can die 1 lehh... 800m i tot damn hard... plus 1 sec4 guy running with us.. in the end.. the i got first.. the 2nd place was like so far away from me.. haha.. i tot very hard lor..i think maybe cause the sec4 guy there to push me further... for wat i cna say... i win not becos of my ability... i win because i was thinking of cheryl... i dunno.. i was just thinking of her.. the first round.. i sprint.. with tat sec4 guy.. the second round.. i was already tired out... going to stop and walk.. but i just think of cheryl... as she was cheering for me at the ending point.. so i carried on.. but i didnt beat tat sec4 guy.. but i still got 1st for sec3... and at 3000m... cheryl left for home... i was quite sad ba... so i just sat down.. felt gloomy... den yimei came .. and so did emily...den.. the race started.. the sec4 guy again.. was running.. i ran behind him.. to avoid the blistering strong wind which was blowing towards us.. and it worked... den the last round... i over take him... i was dead tired.. but i think of cheryl... den i realised she was gone.. my chest suddenly felt pain... i stopped.. but after punching myself.. i carried on... and stop again.. as my chest tighten.. maybe its because i haven been training... i just kept on running... at the last part.. i sprint.. but i couldnt catch up.. so i stop and walk to the finishing line.. stupid huh??? after that, went back to tiong with yimei and emily.. and we ate mac... and i bao everything again... haii... stupid huh??? well.. i dunnoo... but now i keep thinking of cheryl every moment.. as if she is a part of me... but i dun understand... she cant be mine..i dunno... my mind is confused... sometimes.. i even treat yimei as cheryl.. i dunno why.. my mind got abit problem liao.. haii.. wake up yeemin!!

2005-03-06T18:03:00.000+08:00

hmm.. today sian... mh nv come.. haha... and cheryl didnt sms me good morning.. haiiiiiiii... at home.. go online... ard 11 plus.. den kenrick was online.. i ask him come my house tuition... and he say ok.. lolx...pro huh? den i quickly rush my paper 1.. and i realise... wtf... paper 1 so easy... lolx... den i do finish already, he haven come.. and it was like...12.45.. so i go makan abit.. den paly comp again... at ard 1.30 den he come.. lolx.. he teach me logs... and i realise.. my log was worse than i thought...almost all dunno how to do.. dunno how liao... den tml poa test,prize giving,caning,running,watch movie... busy day for me... haii... dunno how le.. caning.. sian diao leee...

2005-03-05T22:01:00.000+08:00

wa sianz.. today morning woken up by emily smsing me.. den later meng han sms me.. den i abt to sleep.. meng han call em say she arriving=.=""quickly, i got up and open the door... and we watched mtv together.. den at 1 pm, emily and yimei arrived... i was at 3rd floor watching them walk up the stairs and they didnt see me... after 5 min den they notice me.. stupid right? wat can i say... wats worse is tat when they came.. go in my room... i was trying to sleep again.. they come tickle me.. den wack me with the boaster.. peng ar... den i was trying to sleep again ... tat stupid emily come poke me.. knn... den yimei try pull my blanket away.. but couldnt.. so she sleep on the blanket instead.. and it was on my shoulder... and i was already.. 1/2 asleep... den cheryl called me.. and we talked until emily and yi mei left... when i reached home, cheryl suddenly like receive an sms or something.. because angry.. put down the fone=.=""" i ask her why..she didnt tell me... haii... den later conf... cheryl tot yi mei sleep on myshoulder... on purpose.. no lor.. she wans the blanket.. and i was 1/2 asleep... haiyoo... dunno wat happen laa... but nothing happened ok? and lets see.. matthias and emily on the line now.. haha.. shit la.. cheryl nv call back.. wonderwat happen to her..haii...

2005-03-04T19:06:00.000+08:00

yooo... whoa..today again.. no caning.. ZZZZ... i wan caning quick.. i dun wan everyday wear boxers.. haha.. hmmm.. today go out with yimei and my frenz.. damn jialut.. first i go tiong meet her.. den later i run back go art.. den pon art come back with my frenz meet her.. den eat together and talk crap.. haha.. heard cheryl was coming to tiong .. so i stay until i cannot liao.. so when i wan to zhao tat time.. i saw her going up escalator..haha.. den i follow her.. until 3rd floor.. she suddenly disappeared....den make me and yimei find her like hell.. den in the end.. her cous say she at kopitiam...go there.. whoa.. her hair damn long.. den she go popular.. den later go back kopitiam=.=""" den there got 1 guy.. wa liew.. pek chek... haii.. dunno wat happen.. den my dad who have been waiting for me for 2 hours... call me.. den i quickly zhao... buying a lollipop for yimei and saying gd bye.. i left.. and reach home!! haha.. and ken.. dun so sad la... A lvls still good ma... onli 43% get 1 A1 leh... although my big brother got all A1 and distinction and merit.. but.. haha.. i ask him tutor u ok? haha...

2005-03-03T20:48:00.000+08:00

yoz... today didnt get caning.. wa lao... nid to wear 4 layers tml again.. haii... den today see tat heng heng... f him sia...i walk pass him.. den i say.. omg... i see some1 i dun wanna see for my whole life.. den he turn ard.. den i quickly say... zhi yong.. f off la.. i dun wanna see u...i think.. tml tio canning liao.. cause i said tat... den today.. saw cheryl and emily... wa liew.. emily wack cheryl.. den run.. den i wanted to kick her.. but i withdrew my leg.. when i was abt to kick... and emily wack me with her tie... =.="" hmm.. seeing cheryl in close range... i dunno... i got this funny feeling... hai.. hmmm... den later she left.. i keep wanting to see her.. i dunno why.. but i just keep thinking abt it... and wats worse is now i am doing a maths and i still cant solve it.. =.="" think i die lee...

2005-03-02T20:31:00.000+08:00

wa sianz... today.. wa kao eh... so many things happen in 1 time... first tat stupid mr heng.. bring me to mr mui.. den get caning tml.. zZZZZZZ... i will make mr heng pay.. i swear... his car... his house.. i will find it out.. and he will pay... den later ms armstrong talk to me abt it... den later mr kuan.. den later go competition... didnt play again... i can win feric and qi zhi already... 3:0 or 3:1.. garantee.. i played with them match.. and i won.. but tat coach.. he keep on thinking i cant perform.. i can.. but he dont believe me... and wats worse is.. this morning.. i met cheryl face to face... i didnt talk to her.. i didnt even care her.. because i noe.. i am just.. her fren... and i got hurt once more.. and i wont be anymore... so tats abt it... tml nid to prepare to get "hoot" by mr mui..must wear 3 underwear and wear boxers... see wat happens ... den tml no training... sianz.. i am way back with my tests... and subjects... all slacking behind.. i have to buck up.. but everytime i want to buck up.. i just cant... i dont know...competition finish first.. den i will start studying.. i think.. hope my life goes well after this set back of tat ccb drug addict... lame shit mr heng.. i will get him some day.. i will...

2005-02-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

wa fook man today... got competition with ri... zzzz... i wan to go my event for sports day.. and end up.. didnt go.. zzz..stupid mr kuan..zzz...today came sch straight away go toilet vomit.. but nothing come out=.=" den later kena caught by pccl for hair..zzz.. but good leh.. me,ari,boon2 went to toilet.. slack for 20mins.. den we went up..haha..den tat shit vigra teacher...ask me stand behind... cause nv do hw... i got do lor!! stupid charlene tell me wrong 1=.=""" den we behind laugh at him.. he damn f 1 la.. so we show him attitude... if mr tham teach.. at least better.... and today didnt see cheryl.. and emily... heard tat cheryl have been seeing jackie... i think i am giving up now le ba... no point already.. go after her is like looking thru a window at branded shoes...soo... no point ba...my frenz tells me .. she is playing with me..and tat she is norm tech..and i am express... but do we classify ppl thru their iq? wat if iq high, eq low? or iq low,eq high? or but ard the same.. which 1 better?but i cant stop thinking of her.. as if she is a part of me.. and i need her beside me... even if i am talking to yi mei.. i still think of her..i dunno wat to say.. i dont know wat i am thinking.. i dont know wats my next step.. i just cant think abt it..am i not good enough for her? or is she just not good enough for me? or she is just playing with my feelings ? i just dont understand..i cant study,i cant do anything without her.. seriously..its like.. being a bird without wings... being a tree without leaves...being a car without wheels... but everytime i talk to her on the phone...my mind is filled with many things to talk to her.. but she seems as if she didnt care.. and she didnt wan to talk on the phone.. when i talk to yi mei, i talk abt alot of things... and i luff.. i smile.. when i talk to cheryl... i feel cold.. as if i am left alone.. she jus call me to make me forget her.. tat she is not the girl i am dreaming of..or she is just speechless...i am confused... i dont know what i should do... now i am confused...i dont understand girls.. are they playing? or are they serious?i am giving up soon...soon.. the feeling towards her are dying...

2005-02-27T22:39:00.000+08:00

whoa..today mr tham and ari suppose to come... knn.. nv come... well.. today i skipped wushu... cause i over slept... sian ar.. haha...den meng han and potato come again... den i tricked potato once more.. HAHAHAHA... wats terrible was tat it rained again today... haii .. and luckily.. i remembered my baby rabbits... my precious babies!!!! wahhaah.. i quickly brought them in to the house.. and took a hair dryer to warm them up... after that.. we play with the rabbits... so cutee!!! den meng han took pics of them.. haha... after that.. play ps!!! haha... i use 70% life onli... den potato use 140% life also she cant win me..haha... damn stupid... ard 7.. we went to the fun fair... and omg... i ate a pack of instant noodles and 1 litre milo be4 i went!! after taking 2 of the deatifing rides... i vomited.. .haha... paisei laa... cant help it.. stomach full.. den potato and mengy head dizzy.. haha...they left abt like 9... damn fun sia... and the happiest thing abt today is... cheryl sms me good morning for the 2nd time.. damn happy.. and she call and talk to me... damn happy... but she ask me dun come down at morning... haii... so tat is a bad thing...i dunno le... now i feel like i already give up on her or something.. but i jus keep holding on.. ms armstrong.. plz bao yu wo..haha..

2005-02-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today morning... for the first time... cheryl sms me good morning... be4 i could sms her... den later emily called=.="" hmm.. meng han and ma ling ling came to my house.. damn funny sia... i do all the card tricks i noe.. and she onli noe 1 damn easy trick.. hAHAHAHA...the 6 9 1 she also dunno.. LOLx.. den she come wack me with boaster...haha... den meng han.. sit there play play play.. stupid sia.. den later ma ling ling sleep.. she look so cute when she sleep.. haha.. den she nv even move an inch when she sleep.. den her mouth open 1.. haha.. me and meng han over there laughing... den when she wake up.. she say she so cold .. den i took 3 wool blanket cover her.. she still cold sia.. haha... siao 1.. haha.. den later go causeway makan.. i run there.. haha. raining sia.. den abit wet onli.. den meng han and ma ling ling all wet.. even when they were using umbrellas... haha...den go library den i remember.. i lost my shitty wallet.. fuck... haiz.. den cannot borrow.. wa lao.. the book so interesting!! aRRGGHH... den later zhao makan at pizza hut... nice sia.. haha... talk cock until 7 pm.. den they zhao... den while going back.. haiz... felt sad again.. like at morning... i think i am going to break apart soon... i already vowed.. if this week... nothing happens or anything... i wil just.. giv up..

2005-02-26T15:15:00.000+08:00

I watched the walls around me crumble But its not like I won't build em up again So heres your last chance for redemption So take it while it lasts 'cause it will end And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye I cant live without you Can't breathe without you I'm dreamin' bout you honestly Tell me that its over And if the world is spinning and I'm still living It wont be right if were not in it together Tell me that it's over And I'll be the first to go Don't want to be the last to know I wont be the one to chase you But at the same time your the heart that I call home I'm always stuck with these emotions And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye I cant live without you Can't breathe without you I'm dreamin' bout you honestly Tell me that its over And if the world is spinning and I'm still living It wont be right if were not in it together Tell me that it's over And I'll be the first to go My tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye I cant live without you Can't breathe without you I'm dreamin' bout you honestly Tell me that its over And if the world is spinning and I'm still living It wont be right if were not in it together Tell me that it's over And I'll be the first to go

2005-02-25T22:13:00.000+08:00

yoyoyoyoyo!!long time no blog.. haha... hmmms.. today sian arr sch...in sch boring day... saw cheryl in the morning..den later i saw her after sch...see her .. i also cant describe the feeling...it jus sucks..i cant forget her... and i dun think i wan to..but i think..i have too... haiz.. okok change topic.. say all this.. saddens me...hmmms.. after sch zhao wan buy ankle weights... in the end.. dun ahve.. den quickly rush see doc... after tat.. go sch.. knn... mr kuan and ms lee damn angry with me... den heng.. got doctor to block me.. den they both didnt say anything... whew!!! den play match with vincent kaninawan(kurniawan) haha... he starting.. win sia.. haha.. den lose!! hahahahaha.. somemore i nv train or anything... den later the new b girl tat join our sch.. i also win.. lolx.. she damn tired i suppose.. den tat jiang rui .. hahahhahha... trash him.. LOL... but sianz... still cant win anyway.. and besides... i wan to go my 1500m race.. i wanna win clarence... and i wanna get my individual champion after not taking it last year because of mr kuan...and i really.. jus wanna get this individual... plz.. monday... vs ri... who can win??? who will win??? haii... and mr kuan still ask me go... hai... dunno.. confused...depress...hurt...

2005-02-23T19:31:00.000+08:00

wa sianz... today bored sia... go sch i bring clothes nia... haha... hmms.. i go class talk cock den go comp.. end up cannot play... tat coach.. still angry.. cause i show him attitude...zzzzzz... ask him go die la... the singles i can win.. so easy.. fucker... dun let me play...zzzzzzz.. heck liao.. after this comp... straight away.. LIB!! hahaa... maybe st johns =X .. haha.. hmmms.. when we came back from competition... i saw ms armstrong in PINK!! running in sch!!! OMG!! LOLX!! IMAGINEE!!! LOLX.. den she was like.. saying.. i wanna run 10 rounds... end up.. run 1st round walk liao=.=""" and some more.. her run = my walk.. so slow... den we did sit ups... and we were like.. purposely trying to pull back... like... 29,ehhh wrong.. restart... start from 20.. lol... den we did tat like.. 4 times... den later we did the sqwat 1... shiok ar.. leg swan... and some more..my knee injured.. dunno why.. haiyoo... lets see... RI is playing with us on monday... i think.. obvious la..5:0 gone.. haha... but nvm.. nationals.. try get in top 4 can le... try our best!! gess jiayou!!

2005-02-22T21:54:00.000+08:00

"i will never be,the same again.i can never return,i've closed the door.i will walk the path,i'll run the race,and i will never be the same again."what if somebody closed and locked the door, and was on the wrong side of the door?what if you took a step out of your room and found out that your room existed in isolation?-----maybe my simple expectations of friendship's too high.or maybe different people are friends in different ways.maybe my friends are my friends simply because we're wired to communicate in the same way.maybe i'm being selfish, and unreasonable,or maybe one of us just doesn't care.

2005-02-22T21:45:00.000+08:00

competition is going to go over!!! arrrrr!!! lets see... RI,SJI,CAT high left... RI i think.. sure get trashed ba... SJI i think we win or we lose 3:2... cat high i think win 4:1 or win 3:2 ba... hope we can win... den we can finally!! for 4 years .. get 2nd!!!! LOLX... hope so ba.... and hope i can play tml!!! tat stupid coach.. show abit attitude dun let me play..zzzzzzzzzzzzz... lame shit.. ask him go eat my shit la.. haha...

2005-02-22T19:25:00.000+08:00

wow... long time never blog le...haha... hmmms... been avoiding her already.. going class everyday.. trying not to see her as much as possible...haizz.. but everytime.. i see her... i feel sad.. cause she is with some1 else... sianz already...hmmm... today damn sway.. teacher wan meet my parents... den later... teacher come lecture me ... haiz... i also now abit siao siao alreadyy... den all this come... den the rest of the day.. act normal... but didnt play much in class.. just study study study... physics test even worse.. i scared i fail.. den nid to treat mr tham lunch... zzzzzzzz.... tml playing with sji... if we win.. we can at least get 2nd already... den in national at least 3rd in nationals... hope ba... either 3:2 we win.. or 3:2 we lose... depend on fate now... and i hope i PLAY>.< stupid ccb coach ... show him attitude he dun let me play with acsi... f him la....haii.. hope i can play tml.. singles.... if possible.. i can win qi zhi and feric.. but i play doubles.... zzzzzzzzzzzzz... sianz already.. after comp... if nothing good happens... i will say good bye to table tennis

2005-02-20T20:30:00.000+08:00

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you
You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me
It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do
You think you're special
But I know, and I know
And I know, and we know
That you're not
You're always there to point
Out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Is gonna bring me down
Will never bring me down
Don't tell me who I should be
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away
So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Bring me down
{shut up, shut up, shut up}
Won't bring me down
Shut up, shut up, shut up

2005-02-18T21:00:00.000+08:00

hello!! long time nv blog.. hmmm. decided... giv up.. wooo.. haha.. waste my time anyway... haii.. lolx.. wootz man.. this 2 competition days.. we trash both school 5:0 flat.. but today.. wa.. jialut.. play like shit.. but still win ba... hmmm..in school.. sneak out of lib go find cheryl.. end up she zhao.. so i jus think.. and i found out.. i am actually another emily.. so .. better heck care ba.. hehe~

2005-02-16T19:07:00.000+08:00

haii.. still angry with me... haii.. i dunno wat to do.. she say dun talk call sms her for 1 month... =..................( all ma frenz tell me.. dun get sad over this norm tech bitch.. she is jus playing with u.. but i dunno.. i dunno why i fall for her... why i get sad over this.. she accepted jackies pres but not mine.. today i ask kenrick help me pass her the card and pres.. i think she threw it away or something.. haii.. wat should i do.. wat can i do? wat do i know? what do i know? now i am confuse.. i am helpless.. i am hopeless.. i dunno wat should i do.. i jus hope.. she will coem back.. which will nv happen.. as she is i think going out with tat jackie guy... haii.. i think i should just dun care abt this? haii.. confused... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2005-02-14T19:04:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today v day.... haii... during house practice.. i didnt talk to her.. she cam to me.. i pretend nv see... haii.. why did i did tat? haii.. den after house practice.. she waited for me.. i went up to wait for alex.. when i came down.. she waited for me at the play ground.. i walked away.. why did i did tat? when i walking to tiong.. she waited for me at the traffic light.. i went opposite and went home.. why did i did tat? i dunno.. my mind confused... now she is breaking up.. and she is going for a guy called jackie.. why didnt i treasure her? i didntn oe.. why did i do all this mean things to her? cause i tot she wasnt true towards me.. i was wrong.. now the path have been chosen.. i have to atone to my mistakes i have made.. shes gone.. and i am gone too.. why.. why mus this happen to me everytime.. when i think its right.. its always wrong.. when its obvious its true.. i stubbornly say its not.. what am i thinking? now.. i am losing her... cant believe it.. no 1 to talk to me at night.. no 1 to sms me go to sleep at night.. no1 to talk on the fone.. no 1.. no 1..

2005-02-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

haii.. today woke up at 12.40!! pro huh??! haha.. went to get hong bao... $34... little rite?? haii... but nvm.. all go to my pocket.. MUAHAHAHAHAA... hmmm vday coming alreayd.. dunno wat to do.. sianz.. tml house practice.. haii.. so cant spend time with her.. she also wan go house practice.. haha.. aiya anyway.. as long as i can see her everyday.. its ok already... hmmmmmmmmm......... lets see.. king kong still kp me everyday.. now INMSN still kp.. haii.. nothing to say... she online but cheryl offline.. when she offline.. cheryl online.. funny huh? cant tahan any longer le... soon i will walk to emily and use a baseball bat and wack her on the face.. u think tats good? i dunno.. in a dilemma.. haii... confused

2005-02-12T23:22:00.000+08:00

crap.. today sucks... play table tennis early in the morning... i became a coach.. tired sia.. now i noe how tiring it is for a coach... f man.. competition is on.. 2 more weeks... i dunno whether we can even go in zone.. nationals also dunno how.. last training already show alot of attitude i think... scolded alex.. feric.. kuan also got.. wa i die already.. no nid good remarks liao... sianzzzz... haii...dunno whats wrong with me already...

2005-02-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

hello!!u noe.. me and wcw were playing chess in front of mr teo.. and he didnt noe?!!? lolx.. omg.. damn funny.. after recess.. we play and play until after school.. pro anot? teacher also dunno.. haha... and i failed all my maths tests... all f9... sianz.. haven pass 1 since 1 week of school.. bored... wats worse is.. later training... tat bloody botak.. go make me play double with mengy vs lin rong and hpyo piang... and even worse... let them 2 points.. and competition... zzzz... den lose i dulan.. walk out.. den alex come talk to the whole team.. say wat... yeemin and mengy .. u can do better.. den i damn angry.. i shout back.. nabei.. i play with u ..u giv me 8 ball.. see who win la.. chee bye.. den i walk away.. heng kuan nv hear... den alex tiam tiam.. nv say a thing... den later. i play singles. play wiht zhang rui.. tat faggot.. so easy win.. also lose.. rang 3 balls.. zzzzzzzzz.. lose already.. straight away walk out.. go water cooler.. take the cold water.. pour over my body and face ... cause i alreayd going to explode... zzzz...after competition i am really going to quit table tennis.. it is final

2005-02-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

sian dao... 4gol going to break soon... zzzzzzzzzz.. every1 this days are all not free... steven.. okok onli.. sean 99% not free.. wcw.. giv lame fuck excuses... every1 can finally go out tml.. he come say. dun wango... cause? he dun wan go escape alone... wan to follow frenz go... hmmm.. lets see.. the last time 4gol go out together was liek.... last year?? and he cant go alone?for 1 day? lame fucking shit.. lazy fuck.. table tennis.. library.. studies.. eveyrthing.. everything is the same.. s\chee bye attitude... hope he may jus die 1 day.. and jus fucking get out of my sight... cheee bye

2005-02-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

sianz.. today fun sia.. kenrick,pris,nerrine and champion came my house... den we were liek.. fighting with boosters... and talk crap and everything.. lolx.. kenrick and champion cant win me leh.. in booster fight.. i take 2 in each hands.. they each take 1... also cannot win me.. wahahah.. haha... den mengy(champion) injured her arm.. lolx... i wack her soo hard.. den she fly.. LOL.. pro huh? den nerrine scream scream scream.. pris sit there neutral.. haha... den we took so many pic... sexy pic.. lame pic.. middle finger pic... and wats worse is we took a video.. damn funny.. hope ken will send to every1 ba... lolx... hmmms... ard 8 .. we were like talking abt ghosts stuffs.. alot of craps la.. aha.. abt wat god la.. wat ghost la.. wat crap also got.. haha... talk until 9.30 den they zhao... after they left.. i found out.. the house was damn messy..quickly took a cloth .. clean my room.. heng mom didnt see.. otherwise i die alreayd... haha

2005-02-09T19:54:00.000+08:00

I've been letting you down, downGirl, I know I've been such a foolGiving in to temptationI should of played it cool
The situation got out of handI hope you understand...
It can happen to anyone of usAnyone you think ofAnyone can fallAnyone can hurt someone they loveHearts will break'cos i made a stupid mistakeIt can happen to anyone of usSay you will forgive meAnyone can failSay you will believe meI can't takeMy heart will break'cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake
She was kind of excitingA little crazyI should of knownShe must have altered my sensesAs i offered to walk her home
The situation got out of handI hope you understand...
It can happen to anyone of usAnyone you think ofAnyone can fallAnyone can hurt someone they loveHearts will break'cos i made a stupid mistakeIt can happen to anyone of usSay you will forgive meAnyone can failSay you will believe meI can't takeMy heart will break'cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake
She means nothing to me...nothing to meI swear every word is trueDon't want to lose you
The situation got out of handI hope you understand
It can happen to anyone of usAnyone you think ofAnyone can fallAnyone can hurt someone they loveHearts will break'cos i made a stupid mistakeIt can happen to anyone of usSay you will forgive meAnyone can failSay you will believe meI can't takeMy heart will break'cos i made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake
Anyone can fallAnyone can hurt someone they loveTheir hearts will break'cos I made a stupid mistake...a stupid mistake...

2005-02-09T19:31:00.000+08:00

yooo!! happy chinese new year!!! whooooo... haha... hmmms... found out yimin likes another girl... dunno wat name .. haha... hmm.. cny quite ok ba... go ard get hong bao.. get quite little.. but nvm ba.. haha... had some fun... went ard singapore... damn tired sia... and my shit msn cant go in.. but internet can.. wtf.. haha... reached home abt like 7... which is now...so bored at home.. rather go ard getting hong bao... haha... i wan handphone~!!!!! dunno whether can get.. after all.. my results not like very good... f9s.. aha... hope still can get ba... or if not i get some a1s first den try my luck again....

2005-02-08T23:14:00.000+08:00

wa sianz... today... wanted to go see mdm yazilah... MISS HER SO MUCH... think i am in lurve with her!! lolx... i miss her too much alreayd.. i must go to hpps soon already...haii...fuck man..today... got training.. make me cant visit... haii.. oh yea.. edrina rebond her hair!! LOLX!!! info: by mellisa.. haha... sure like kns 1, she sec 1 sec 2 guai kia.. now ... fold skirt high .. like ah lian.. drastic change!!! oh no.. haha... hmmm.. today training.. starting i damn pissed off with meng han and qi zhi... den later all went well.. cause i like angry.. den nv talk.. just concentrate .. haha... after training.. is the worst part... we were dismissed right, den we like say.. good bye mr kuan , thank you mr kuan.. den the girls were like.. adding wat.. gong xi fa cai... no1 luffing lor.. den i was liek.. so funny.. ar her her ar her her.. den mr kuan say.. yeemin.. if nothing to say dun say.. den i say ok.. den wen i walk away right.. he say.. yeemin.. comehere.. den i walk there.. dne he say.. wat.. i show him attitude?? wtf is this.. i didnt even show him lor.. wtf... den he say.. i dun wan to scold u in new year eve... den he see alot of girls.. wan act sei.. nabei.. scold me.. zzz.. lamest teacher i ever seen.. den i look down.. he fucker ask me respect him look at him eye to eye.. den i look at him eye to eye.. he say wipe yur buay song face off.. den i was like... wtf... i buay song meh... i noe i born with a buay song look.. but tat cb kuan cant do a shit.. so unreasonable.. lamer...den i jus left and walk all the way to tiong meet kenrick and nerrine..we were like.. suppose to meet at 1.30? ken reached at 1.40.. nerrine... 3!!! omg... and her house is like... jus opposite tiong-.-"""""den we go buy ticks for constantine... and went coffee bean talk cock.. haha... constantine i tot wat sia.. ghost show or wat... actually.. nice show sia.. abit like matrix.. but no fighting and added good and evil.. ghost and angels.. haha.. nice ba... all must watch.. very nice show...

2005-02-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

whoa... sian diao le.. failed all my test.. haha.. somemore fail 1 mark..zzzzz...chl talk to me... lmy talk to me.. kbb talk to me.. fll talk to me.. armstrong talk to me.. all same thing.. talkative,very easy distracted... sianz already... somemore tml got training.. till1... i meese my teacher sooo much!!! haii.. cant see her... my teacher.. i still love her.. haii...see her on week days ba.. maybe week ends... hmmm.. today crappy man... go lit remedial.. it was like... 20 mins??? we started ard 2.40.. end at 3... got such thing sia... lame right?? den my nu er follow me rush eat food because of tat stupid lit... 10 20 min onli.. waste time.. rather dun go... den later house practice.. i found out cheryl going!lol.. so i pangseh mr tham go house practice..den after house practice.. walk to tiong wit her.. bloody hell.. soo many of her frenz there.. zz.. den at traffic light.. heng.. she stand there..den her fren chiong.. left her and KING KONG.. fuck.. sianz1/2... they cross i jus took her bag for her.. pei ta to tiong... den left her with her frenz as i nida go find tham say sorry.. nv go tuition... lol..hmms.. i found out.. when i went private tuition with tham... i like can do everything.. but in class i liek cannot do... why huh??? wtf is wrong with me... haii.. i dun wanna fail again.. must try harder liao... jiayou!!!!!

2005-02-05T11:27:00.000+08:00

woootz... just came back from sentosa.. .stayed there overnight... f man... kena buried in sand and almost lost my hp and glasses.... crap sia.. i couldnt even get up or anything.. haha... den kenDrick and khin came... we threw ken into the sea.. lolx...7 guys had to like carry him into the sea... haha... khin cannot.. cause girl.. haiz...later go bbq .. shiok ar... den tat stupid wcw... bloody idiot.. play volleyball den break the lights... den cant see a shit.. how to bbq... tmd... den nvm u noe... we went down.. me and haniff sleep at the shelter on the beach.. den tat wcw and guys go ps us ... go 30m away from us talk.. den me and haniff halfway sleeping right.. we heard this guy suddenly shout... u guys are fucking noisy.. can u fuck off? lol!! den me and haniff luffing over there.. den wcw nv go.. den tat guy.. i told u to fuck off right!! den they finally came back to me and haniff.. lolx!! damn funny.. haha...

2005-02-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

Broken this fragile thing nowAnd I can't, I can't pick up the piecesAnd I've thrown my words all aroundBut I can't, I can't give you a reasonI feel so broken up (so broken up)And I give up (I give up) I just want to tell you so you knowHere I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, but there's just no one that gets me like youYou are my only, my only oneMade my mistakes, let you downAnd I can't, I can't hold on for too longRan my whole life in the groundAnd I can't, I can't get up when you're goneAnd something's breaking up (breaking up)I feel like giving up (like giving up)I won't walk out until you knowHere I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, but there's just no one that gets me like youYou are my only my only oneHere I go so dishonestlyLeave a note for you my only oneAnd I know you can see right through meSo let me go and you will find someoneHere I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to youYou are my only oneI let go, but there's just no one, no one like youYou are my only, my only oneMy only oneMy only oneMy only oneYou are my only, my only one

2005-02-02T20:39:00.000+08:00

ssssssiiiiiiiiiiaaaaaaaaannnnnnzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......................... nothing to do leeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee............................... no mood in studying... wa sianz already... bored.... laaaaaaaaaaaaalaalalalalalala....

2005-02-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

omg... long time nv block le... i think..haha... crap sia.. today.... f f f f f..... play tt... suddenly dunno how to do a shit... den lin rong take opportunity go purposely ask coach come ask us to paly with them...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz... of cos lose la... cant smack cant serve cant do a fuck...zzz...3 : 0.. den the li shuhe say wat we lose face... knn... zzzzzzzzzzz.... after tat walk out kick punch the 2nd floor toilet... f it la... zzzzzzzzzzzzzz... lose to them...they so lousy... smack 1 time they gone.. but i cant fucking smack..zzz.... den service all fa gui.. zzzzzzzz..den after tat go home emily call... den i ask cheryl come conf... den she told emily tat she stead with me... den emily like... dun wan to talk aready... den later she put down fone-.-" crap 1... 1 bad 1 good... den later tat calvin fucker... trusted him.. told him some stuffs... and he go tell... lin na bei chee bye... wtf is wrong with him...zzzzzz... 1 bad 1 good 1 bad... next thing hope its good ba....zzzz.... now i noe.. who i should trust.. and who i shouldnt...zzzz....~SiAnZiFieD~

2005-01-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

lets talk abt kenrick.... see.. i so good.. write yur name so nice... lol... he come our class... relief.. good teacher leh... but if real teacher is bad la... cause he let us use hp,play radio,listen mp3,talk cock,play chess.. lolx... den can play his hp.. exchange contact... somemore sell us valentine things sia!!doubt ppl will buy.. cos our class... damn guai... innocent boys... and girls... who dunno wat is the meaning of sex,girls,boys,relationships... not like kenrick... got yilin already ps us..LOL... jkjk... he very friendly sia.. hardly see a friendly teacher... besides mdm foo ba... very frank ... and he also from gess last time... top boy somemore.. haha... cool huh? must ask him teach me.. lol...hmmm he sometimes very vulgar sia.. but play play like us.. haha... and guess wat... by day he is a normal guy.. by night he is a gay!!lol... gay as in happy.. dun mistaken.. haha..lets see... today go out with him.. he soo good sia.. wait for me for 30min at mrt station.. soo good fren hor? haha... den pei us until 8 den go fren bday party.. haha... yilin: muakz.. lol..

2005-01-30T23:16:00.000+08:00

the 3 relief teachers in our school

khin mi mi san... nick name as pinky... haha...lets skip the stuffs abt why she is pink ba... lolx.. she quite pretty la.. seldom talk to her ba... she abit siao qi and somehow friendly.. and put alot of make up!! lolx..

the indian friend... she is nicknamed the indian fren.. because her name so hard to remember... haha.. she is also known as the clubbing girl.. goes clubbing everynight.. haha.. hide her black rings because of.... u noe... haha... she damn friendly in lit class.. but end up betraying me... bloody blackie.. LOL... jkjk.. later she read i die already.. kena blacklisted.. again..

KENdRICK THUMB..... the super tall skinny guy... who always bully me ... hmmm.. he come our class damn fun sia.. talk cock everyday.. hope he can come this week.... den can talk cock and play.. haha... went out with him today... and end up.. he betray me and go with chia hon... wa lau.. giv u 4 nights not enough.. wat he giv u!!! not fair.. haha... he crappy 1 la.. fren bday go for like... 2 3 hours onli-.-"" wat kind of fren is this sia... wonder when my bday tat time.. ask him come.. he come for 1/2 hour ... den i peng already.. lolx... he got abit mood swing.. sometimes scream like a mad woman.. sometimes like hamster dare not shout or anything... haha... and his bday gift is... a card-.-(added from kenrick:eh the card goes with a proper birthday gift shared by 5 ppl lor).... if i made a card... i will make it damn nice.. lol... and he hates me saying lol... and kenDrick.. lolx... now he in msn scolding me ... bloody hell.. i will rape him tonight.. lol... k la.. spell yur name for once right ok??? kenrick is a handsome,fat,short,wear specs guy(everything opposite) lol.. okok.. i shut my mouth first.. later he rape me tonight i die already... oh yea... he gave us JELLY in clas... LOL rarely seen a teacher giv us jellies when he just know us for 3 days onli... haha..

2005-01-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

whoa... today in a rush... wake up at morning makan go wushu... come back quickly draw... draw finish go take bath everything take art piece zhao... go queens meet wenny.. den at outram meet kenrick... den later go cine with ari,chia hon and nerrine... wa piang... i was so late.. den they were all scolding me like hell... paisei guys.. haha... and 1 thing... omg... we saw duckie and stella!!!! omg.. i wanna vomit blood.... yucks... fuck man... she from far... okok.. from near... like fuck... nabei.. like fuck... den nvm sia...purposely act big walk pass us.. den walk pass us again...nabei... so thick skin... na hia eh.... let me tell u the story... duckie play vita sign and act pro.. here comes stella and they both damn thick skin.. den later exchange email.. den photos .. den hp numbers.. imagine... stella despo.. duckie despo... stella super thick skin.. duckie super thick skin... both the same ba.. so very pei... haha... fuck sia.. i wan puke already.. lolx... den we were chasing stella and taking pic.. den i go back eat my burger.. den nerrine kena chased away by security guard... LOL... crap sia... den walk ard.. talk cock... den go watch bayside showdown 2... so bored... almost slept thru... haha... den later steven sms nerrine abt mimi san...say all the crap.. den we were like laughing like siao... den kenrick reply... den later nerrine say ... teacher reply.. den tat stupid horny dick dun believe... faggot sia.. wan to jio 19 yr old girl?? sure cannot lor...zzz.. aiya heck la...

2005-01-27T22:11:00.000+08:00

wa paing.. today shiok...4 free periods... lolx... oh yea... i offended pinky... crap sia... i didnt noe the relief teacher is her good fren... dot dot dot... haiz.... den i found out her name was mi mi san... cool huh? den i was like.. huh?!?! no wonder kenDrick didnt wan to tell me... den i was like... mamasan? lolx... den her fren face was disgusted... den later after sch she go tell.. zzz... den pinky was sooo angry... lolx.. tml apologise to her ba.. hha... sianz ar... today tt training.. starting like fuck.. i cant play a shit... dunno why... smack cant evne smack.. la.. can evne la... fuck sia... den i du lan.. sit there for 45min.. den i stand up play again.. suddenly become dong gan chao ren...den tat bloody vincent.. win qi zhi... wan challednge me cause he knew i would lose... than he tio trash by me 3:1... den face black black.. than the coach see me win not happy.. cause i today show him attitude... knn... den he go teach vincent how to counter me.. den nv even praise me or teach me other things... tmd.. slap the coach la... stupid lao jiao... go eat shit.. haha... competition 2 more weekS!!! die die... must train harder already.. and show tat lao jiao wat i am made of.. .haha..

2005-01-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

yay!! won my lunch from wcw... wahah.. lolx... omg man.. our class 3 passes in eng!!! james, lin wei jie and 1 more... omg... lol... all from 2f... pro bo!! 2f rox!! lolx... i got 20/50... zzz lose zhi yong... omg.. by 3 marks.. LOL... duckie got 23!! omg... i wan kill myself already... zzzzzz.... crap sia... heard yimin like another girl... lol!! sian diao already... her mind abit sot sot 1... got tzu long already ....................... haii.. donno wat she thinknig ba... lol...arrgh.. next week... 3 test!! this friday chem test!! omg.. zzzz... die already... fail alreayd!! arrgh...

2005-01-25T21:11:00.000+08:00

waaa... die arrrr.... tests...tests..tests......fail...faill..fail..out of 3 test... i failed 1... and the best sub... my science!! somemore physics... fuck man... tat chee bye potato head.. i suppose to pass 1... knn... den my 9 mark question... correct lor.. he fucking say.. i bo chap in class.. giv u also no point 1.... fuck him lar!! chee bye... pissed lar!! zzzz... den nvm... my electricity part... 6 marks... knn... correct lor... den my handwriting too big.. i show arrow indicate where the working continues.. den he say untidy.. dun giv me marks.... GOT SUCH THING MEH?!?! den i go o lvls.. the examiner see me not happy den giv me f9 aR!!zzzz... den nvm ... i do corrections finish.. he giv us 1 shit question so easy.. i do finish... den he giv us 10 min... i go rest my head.. he lamer ask me stand... den nvm ... i stand behind.. not alot of ppl notice.. cause i quiet quiet... den sway sway mui come... but heng nv scold me... den later tat potato fucker come say... u noe ar.. in other sch ar.. sleep in class or wat ar... get caning 1 u noe.. when u standing up aar... dm come see u.. cane u 1 u noe.. .like the boy behind u all... see ... u all pampered... CHEE BYE ALR HE... fucker man... make me paisei.. den nvm u noe... i dun care... after sch i go play tt... tat fucker potato go complain mr kuan.. den kuan come talk to me.. but just ask me.. wat i do.. den i explain to him.. he like dun believe lidat... den i say i show him edvidence in my bag... he say nvm... zzz ar.. tat potato chua.. ask him go home pa chiu chang when he sees his grandmother naked la... zzzzzzzzz

2005-01-23T14:35:00.000+08:00

wootz man... jsut comeback from wushu....damn tired.... learning stick and knife now... so hard... preparin for competition... nid to rush... starting ard may... die liao.... haiz.. dunno whether can cope anot... den somemore tabletennis and sports day is ard the corner... i wanna get good results for all this 3 events... but i dunno how i can do that.... haiz...confused~

2005-01-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

lolx.. stop insulting steven le... haha... aiyo... my nu er so jialut.. sleep so long.. ask her go out dun wan go out.. haha.... 2 days ago meng han come.. the champion... lolx... my parents didnt believe sia... she quite... u noe... haha.... den she use my comp play her china version msn... qq messenger... haha... tat 1 the smileys are nicer leh.. haha... and i learn chinese version fuck u... it is wo ri.... lolx.. i dunno la.. haha..fun sia.. she cant spell english words.. haha... luff at her like siao... lolx... hmmmmmmmm t.t this year must get national top 4!!! although chances are slim... must try.... hee~~~~

2005-01-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

yooooo!! just came back from clarence house... haha.... i can play 1/2 the page of the canon in d le!!! LOL... in 1 day... wooo!! hope i can memorise it.. haha.. oh yea.. steven... lets see.. he is a bloody faggot whom u will see in everyday life... boast abt his stuffs.... talk abt girls... have bad temper like me... haha... and always shout at ppl for no reason... bloody lamer... go 1st class so happy... den now regret..u noe why? cause he stupid... dunno how to opt to 2nd class... den he in 1st class... no friend.. onli got chee wei jie stead there to talk... HAHA... stupid faggot... no brain 1... onli noe how to show off his stupid bball skills which sucks ..... den show off his a1 subs... luff at ppl who loses him... den scold ppl whom he lost... crapper sia... den go out if he nv go... every1 cant go.. if i cant go or somethin.. they wont care... wat a fren sia... haiz... talk abt him.. can kill myself already... sianz ar.... and 1 more thing... scold girls whom he tinks is fugly... wat if ppl think U are fugly? wat will u do? say wat.. i am not fugly? lol... think... depends on how ppl look at u... and diff tastes.... like tat ex gessian u like... so fugly.. but u find her chio... see... alot of diff taste.... stupid bow leg... go die la... lolx... dun talk anymore le... later he come after me with chopper and parang in school i sian already... oh yea.. he chase me also no point.. cant catch me.. with his bow leg.... haiz......

2005-01-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

wa sianz ar!!! do housework like shit.. haha... crap sia... nwo i noe how hard it is.... haiz.... oh yea.. elektra is so cool man!! lolx.. the way they fight... shiok ar... but ending like fook lidat... haha...hmmmm... today maths test... i think lose to wcw... i think its confirm ba... i wan kill myself alreayd... lolx... haiz.... how can i lose in maths!?!?!? arrgh!!!! haiz... wan kill myself already....and worse thing is that i am addicted to computer!!! die... cant study... LOL... and wushu,table tennis,sports day is coming!! die die... train 3 things in 1 time... siao bo... haha... running train with daphne... LOL.. she cant run a shit... lolx... table tennis train with meng han... wushu train with my jiao lian... shiok ar... but very tiring... die die... tml last day den weekends!!! wooo!!! lolx...

2005-01-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

crap sia.... my maid left.... contract end... now no maid!!!! must do housework myself-.-"""" siaoz ... haiz.... crap sia... hai.... training today quite ok ba... finally!! i won qi zhi.. by cooling myself down.. lol... dunno how i did tat.. after li shuhe(coach) talk to me.. den i ok le.. lolx.... but lost to alex... sianz... next target is win tat botak!! lol!haha....

2005-01-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

wa sianz.... today do wushu, i learn new style... and dui ta... shiok ar.....haha...lolx... go home... study poa... didnt go orchard with steven.. haiz.. sorry bro... den studying half way... that guy sms me... ask me for my house number.. i was like.. wtf... i your gd fren u dunno hse number... so i just giv him... den 10mins later.... the phone rang... it was for me... when i answered it... it was emily... and i was like.. wtf.. how did she get my number?so i just ask her... how did u get my number... and she told me... she got it from the guy... with exchange for cheryl's number.... i was like.. first he wanted cheryl number secretly... and now.. he betrayed my trust... wtf man.... i mean.. u wan to jio the girl i like... i dun mind.. but wtf is wrong with u to betray the trust that i have in u? and wtf is wrong with yur mind? girls in the front line? fuck u.... pissed.... fucking pissed... with such a fucked up fren... i mean...if u have a good fren... who just betrayed u.. because of a girl he barely even know... wtf man... haiz... cant blame... his mind is to fucking pervert.... he cant change.... he is just afucking flirt who BACKSTAB steven by talking bad abt him to siew yi/hui nian... and flirts with any girls he noe... or TRY to noe... fuck shit... fuck him... i am so fucking pissed.... fuck him.... haiz... cant believe i have a fren like that?!!? imagine that.... wat will u do? for me.. i am gonna punch his fucking ass... but i noe.. if i do... straight to principal office...haiz....nvm.. confused....

2005-01-15T23:14:00.000+08:00

just got back from orchard!!! LOL... go there shopping with celest and xin ni... haha.. fun leh... they help me pick clothes... LOL... at first i think look like shit... but later i see.. can ba.. haha.. den i bought a quicksilver shirt and a running pants... haha... 90 bucks fly... haiz.. lolx.. first time shopping.. somemore my own money!!! lolx!!den i shopping halfway... 1 of my good fren... ask me for emily's number.. i tot he will help me ka chiaw... actually.. he sms her for cheryl's number... haiz.... cant believe it.... haiz... but nvm.. i asked cheryl whether i can giv him anot...hope she doesnt.. lolx!! aiya.. heck la... lol... and 1 bad thing!!! emily ask me be her stead-.-""" i wan kill myself already.. how hwo?? wat should i do? haiz.. jialut...

2005-01-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

yoz!!! today art lesson... shit man... lolx!! i cant draw!!! with a stupid charcoal and the bloody paper tat is vertical-.-"""" hand pain ar!!! draw lidat for 2 hours... wan die alreayd.. lolx.. den ms lee say my drawing like daytona=.="""""" haiz.... wonder why i go take art sia... LOL.. but fun leh... den got 1 faggot... so haolian.. the face so xia lan... den haolian say he take art outside and noe all this basic-.-"" zzzz later his art lose us i laugh ar... haha... oh yea... we drew kok soon... LOL... he kena detention.. den ms lee took all the detention ppl and ask us draw him... lolx.. he pose until so jialut.. haha... can see the butt bulging out.. LOL... haha....hmm... oh yea... i give up le!! woo.. rather dun have stead now.. haha... already got 1 daughter,1 brother, and my dear 4 generals of laughery still stands... ahha.... wat for have a stead i ask... i have been thinking... 1stly, stead is to share problems and try to solve them.. and love each other...and even if i steady with her... 1 thing.. i cant share problems... 2nd.. they are too immature..3rd thing... they are too young.. 4th thing... its just pussy love.. LOL... (steven and wcw should noe why..) haha!!! anyway... shiok ar... haha.. can depend anything on my dear frenz... haha... cya in sch guys!!!

4generals of laughery rox!~

2005-01-13T19:58:00.000+08:00

yoo!! got back from sch!! haha... crap sia... she say remain as fren.. haha.. nvm!! i have tried my best... haha... hmm.. play tt today.. shiok ar... won zhe yern.. haha... but lose to the dunno who.. play doubles 1... haha... shiok ar.. hope i can play singles... haha...sianz sia... tml art... haha... go there like i the worse leh... knn... tried to draw... end up draw like fuck... den the rest draw until so real.. i draw look like kuku lidat... lolx!!hmm... sports day 2 months more!!! must aim.. individual champ!!!! hope my tt competition doesnt clash with the sports day... if not... like last year... no individual-.-""" last year the last event... so easy... i anyhow run also can win... haiz... but wasted... nvm!! this year.. try again!!! but nid train harder-.- cause all the bball players sure run.. and they are...... BLOODY FAST!! ARRGGHH!!! hmms... sianz.. cant get my shit war3 to work!! ARRGHH

2005-01-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

sianz... today go school... got test... i no book... dad threw them all... den lend hanif 1.. i remember i lend mata.. den he nv take... den gone... haiz.. nid buy him new 1-.-"""" den after test go tiong makan... den wan cut hair... fucking wcw and mata dun wan wait.. 5 more min... they fucking leave.. zzzzzzzz... den went back to school... saw her.... den i just walk pass.... haha.. crap sia... after i left my bag in the hall , i went outside school and run 3 rounds... my timing sucks!!! wonder whether i can win individual champ this year... last year kena blocked by kuan.. otherwise 2 years already.. haiz... sway... this year.. must train harder.. cause all those bball players... garantee sure come join 1... and i noe i cant win them unless i train...after running... went to play tt... haha... kuan dunno why so pro!! LOL... i smack 6 -8 times he also can catch-.- but i can onli smack 1 side.. he return any side-.-"" not fair.. haha.. but shiok ar... run here run there... damn tired... haha... den halfway home... i ask cheryl whether i had the chance... if not i will giv up.. because she is sec1... i am sec 3... and recess diff... even after school... i got test.. and training... cant meet her.... so i hope she giv me the answer tml... hope it is positive ba... haha.... hope for the best...

2005-01-11T20:14:00.000+08:00

wootz... just came back from tt training... shiok ar today.. didnt rest a bit.... haha.. train like siao.. now i dunno why.. sala.. can play so good.. maybe just for a day onli la.. haha... wa sian sia.. today chua...tmd... come ask me sweep floor with a broken broom.. i say spoil.. he say i answer back at him.. ask me stay after school clean-.-"""" got this kind of teacher 1 ar... hai... hmmm ... tt jersey out le!! white polo shirt.. haha.. cant wait to wear it.. lolx... 3 more weeks to competition... must train hard le!!!! hope can go in national top 4!!!!

2005-01-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

today sianz arrr... lolx.. .go school cheryl send me a note.. saying wanna be be god brother... hai...=
( haiz.... so fast end.. .haha... pro bo!! lol... aiya.. heck...lol... so bored.. tml tt training... haiz... life seems unlucky to me... unfair... every girl i like is gone..... everything i wanna perfect, i cant perfect it... table tennis.. wushu.. both i cant perform well..... den sports day coming... wanna win an individual championship,but hai...dun think can... hai... cause got clarence... all basketball run onli.. die... they everyday run run run... i onli play tt and do wushu... no time to train.. haiz.... everything seems so unfair to me... wat i think was great was actually just something u will regret later... why cant anything good just happen? haiz.... sianz/// life is dull

2005-01-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

yoyo... back from orchard!!! wahhaha.. played lan... quite sian.. keep losing... went to buy pres and clothes... end up... bought something i dont nid... haha.... anyway... got hw arr!~! so much.. siao le.. haiz... mr teo giv hw very jialut 1... die le die le... ^^

2005-01-08T14:52:00.000+08:00

whoa...got my new comp!!! whooo!! shiok sia... so nice .. haha... all my favourite colours.. silver and black... shiok ar... aha.... damn nice.... hmm.. today something bad happen... i doing computer halfway,her fren sms me say she doesnt like me and dont wanna be my fren... i shocked sia... den later i say oh nvm.. still can be frenz ma..den the reply came.. she dont wanna be your fren also... lol!! den i reply.. oh ok..... den she reply.. u still like her? den i said.. yea... even if she dont... i still like her... den she reply... do u wan to hold her hand... den i reply yea but cant already... den finally i just said.. haiz.. try to forget her.. hope she get a good guy.. tell her that i love her ... den she called and tell me she love me also-.- scare me.. tmd... tsk tsk... nvm.. lidat i happy le.. haha... blessing in disguise... ^^

2005-01-07T19:08:00.000+08:00

hmmm.. today met her... lol... damn funny... i like dare not talk to her .... den she liek shy shy.. dare not talk...after 5 min i go my class... she keep walking pass me...all my fren saw it... quite embarrassed... but i like her too... i ask her to meet me at side gate be4 she left... when i went to class... the onli thing i can think of was her... i dunno how come..so i just wrote her a letter... telling her i am falling for her.. and draw myself ... haha... actually it was lin wei jie.. but looks more like me.. haha... i drew it yday when i was having eng paper... and i saw him sleeping.. and i got the urge to draw him... but the more i draw.. the more i look like it... maybe this is fate...maybe....maybe...i stated in the letter that if she likes me,she will come to the side gate... if she dont.. she mustnt come.. after school.. i was nervous... i went down with mata... and i met her there!! i was so happy.. but she walk out of the gate... i thought all was lost... but actually... she waited for me outside.. with her friends... i followed her to tiong.. trying to go near her.. but i didnt dare.. because i am scared .. she was like walking so fast... i thought she was avoidingme.. there were 4 times i wanted to leave... because i have art class.. but i didnt... finally i went up to her and said... yi ju hua.. wo xi huan ni.. and walked away.. it took me great courage... haiz... but 1 thing bad... she joined netball..and yimin taught her how to play today!!!! omg... haiz... fated... is fated... haiz....wonder whether she likes me .....i sms her whether she like me.. she didnt reply.. wanted to ask her in msn.. den her mous spoil.. hai.... hope for the best for me ba...

2005-01-06T20:02:00.000+08:00

wootz man.. today fun fun.. hha... armstrong didnt come.. den play in class.. haha...hmms...met the sec1 girl today... haha... she funny funny 1... keep saying me and alex.. she got problem in her head liao.. haha... today got test.. fucking shit.. so hard... haiz...think eng fail alreayd... haha...

2005-01-05T21:13:00.000+08:00

haiz... today learn how to play piano... now i realise.. how hard it is to play it... haiz... today run... like fuck lidat timing... 3 rounds already 19min.. siao liao.. no nid win this year... den tt team.. dj left without a word... just lidat...fucking lamer.. so irresponsible..he left the team,left kuan,left the coaches, i overheard the coaches that day.. they said gess ppl come and go as they pleased..wcw....taiko...now dj... i tot wat sia... the first year i came.. already got 7 top players ready to play once we reach b boys.... wcw... i dun understand him.. not tat i scold him... or wat... he just cant be serious in anything... he serious onli in playing games... training.. slack...studies... sleep.. onli last min study..wonder wat happen to the 5 years ago wcw...when i first met him... training he train seriously.. even went for extra training at clementi.. studies so good... in class onli talk when necessary...now..training.. dont feel like.. even left the team and join library...haiz... dunno why.. ppl change so fast.. just like that.. voom.. gone.. change...taiko.. i dunno.. but when i was training at clementi.. he was quite serious.. come gess.. like fag... den left for international school...dj... he was like... the best in tt... he just trained for 2 years.. and he improved so much...and i think he could have won at leaat 3/4 of the b boys... he was like the ace player in sec 3... his studies were so good.. his cca also good.. looks also have.. play soccer also can... perfect person.. the coach even say he can be better with more training... but wat did he do? he just left without saying gdbye to the team,to mr kuan... and most of all.. the coaches... i garantee.. every1 who noe him..will bear the hatred within... now our team have who.. those wan train hard.. alex,meng han,me,vincent...these people is those u can rely on...feric.. onli noe how to fool ard... zi jie can just dun come for training...ka fai.. he wants to study... leroy.. already sian.. zhang rui neutral.. lin rong not up to standard... who else? no 1 already... hua xing gone.. dj gone..wcw gone.. taiko gone.. 1/2 of the team already gone.. its like as if the hopes for national champ just seems so unreal now..as if it was crushed...i just cant understand.. why.. why do ppl change so fast? why cant ppl keep their good points.. or stay where they are? i just dun understand... those i mentioned above that i scolded..sorry.. but i have to say this out..

2005-01-04T23:02:00.000+08:00

now.. fucker mata talking on the fone.... haiz... sianz sia... ahha... he quite good guy i realised.. he made me stopped studying-.- lolx.. study halfway he call..den talk until now.. stupid fag.. haiz... my hair today kena cut by mui... stupid sean... ms armstrong didnt see lor.. den he fagget say wa.. so long hair..den she turn den see .. den ask me go in front.. stupid sean.. haiz... yay... sunday shopping!! got at least 200+hee... lolx... shiok ar... today kuan... so angry and sad becos of us.. we didnt train properly.. fuck man.. i play until got 2 blisters.. den i resting lay on floor at the stage.. he come scold.. zzzz... hai...den he scolded the F word.. lol.. he shouted so loud.. haha.. outside the hall... hope he chillx for the moment... guys out there in gess.. tml dun mess with kuan.. he bad mood.. later he kill u den u noe.. hha

2005-01-03T23:01:00.000+08:00

Tell me what kind of girl would want to play me?Tear me down and try to break me? Baby how could you betray me After all I've done for you Took you there, bought you thisNow it's not enough babe You Better get your story straight Tell me why you wanna play I've had enough These games they gotta stopAbout to get pissed off You had to keep leading me on, babyI thought you had me fooled but I see right through you Look into my eyesTell me what you see I see a man who thought you loved me you played me like a fool but I see right through you I look into your eyesI'll tell you what I see I see a girl ran game on meYou thought you had me fooled but I see right through you Tell me girl what's his nameWhat'd he do to take you?Does he freak you the way that I do?Cause you know that I know how toWhen he leaves you don't come crying back to meCause I'll be moving on you seeand you'll just be a memory I think I've had enough These games they gotta stopAbout to get pissed off You had to keep leading me on, babyYou thought you had me fooled but I see right through you Look into my eyesTell me what you see I see a man who thought you loved me you played me like a fool but I see right through you I look into your eyesTell you what I see I see a girl who ran game on me Thought you had me fooled but I see right through you Thought you had me fooled See right through you Ohh, ohh, ohh, ohh.. ooh yeahSee right through you Baby tell me, does he do it, do it like I do?Baby tell me will he love you, love you like I do?Now you're crying cause you can't believe that we are throughI don't care cause I see right through you Let me tell that if this is how it's gonna beAfter all that we have been throughWhat you mean to meYou won't do this to meCause I now see right through you Look into my eyesTell me what you see I see a man who thought you loved me you played me like a fool but I see right through you I look into your eyesI'll tell you what I see I see a girl who ran game on me Thought you had me fooled but I see right through you Look into my eyesTell me what you see I see a man who thought you loved me you played me like a fool but I see right through you I look into your eyesI'll tell you what I see I see a girl who ran game on meThought you had me fooled but I see right through yousee right through you...

2005-01-03T18:44:00.000+08:00

hello!!! crap man... first day of school sucks to the core...all those ppl in my class... haiz.. i rather take 2f again.. its much better...haiz...miss 2f alot..but had great time with the gathering today.. haha...and thanks sean.. for the gift.. haha... the biscuit is nice.. haha... crap sia.. 4 generals all split.. =( haiz... today sit in hall for 2 hours... siao liao.. so long.. crap 1...den receive $150 for eagles... not in cash-.- in cheque.. sucks... my parents sure take den nv giv me 1... haiz... shit class...gonna suffer... haiz..

2005-01-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

whoa.. holiday pass so fast....now at home.. alone..have so much fun today.. haha..yday go orchard play lan.. not fun at all.. like ordinary day... haha.. today got party.. although very little came..but those who came were my good frenz...rather have good frenz to come than ppl i rarely know.. haha.. bbq shiok huh? haha.. use paper burn cannot start.. use kerosine cannot start... den finally use thinner den can start fire.. haha...den cook until like siao...now i realise something.. use sugar on chicken wings is better than using honey... try =) haha...played lan today too... trashed every1!! wahhaha... lol.. lucky 1 i guess.. cause i used the same hero over and over again.. cause i wanna perfect that hero before i change.. haha.. hmm..this few days very happy... but once school reopen... haiz... 2f gone... ='''''''''''''''''''''( not fun already.. haiz... den my class all those pai kia lar.. or lamers all in my class... i dunno wat am i.. maybe in the middle...wonder how am i gonna study or anything in the class..1st thing good abt is yimin's class is in 2nd floor.. whew... haha..but 1 thing bad is.. her stead in my class.. haiz... quarrelled with her yday... for some stupid reason for the tsunami thing... what she replied was cutting...but i wasnt hurt at all.. maybe it is becos i am already used to it.. but i apologised... and she still so angry... den i replied the wrong reply... haiz... wonder wat was i thinking that time... shouldnt find excuses...i should just accept the way it is.. we are not meant to be together..even frenz..haha... crap sia... dunno wat i talking now... just keep thinkin...wonderin...i am confused...cant think of any clear thing... in lan shop.. tried to shout ... all vulgarities came out...felt much better...haha.. broke my promise of not saying bad words... but i cant help it...hmmm.... shouldny think so much abt her... let her pass... thats wat all my frenz tell me...let her go.. thats wat every1 try to convince me...that she willl never be mine.. haha..anyway...i have already let her pass...now i am all alone... haha... but i have my good frenz with me... so those in relationships or wat outside.. never treat your good frenz like it is garbage and yur girl as a diamond.. cause when u are in trouble.. the first help u.. is yur good frenz.. rather than yur girl..so think twice before u actually do anything... happy new year =')

2004-12-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

worse teacher in history

mrs yong

why?

cause she is fucking unreasonable

evidence

report me to mui for bouncing a ball when we play captain ball
report me to mui for me not knowing her name
scolded me for being close to her
scolded a parents for teaching netball better than her
thinks teachers are always right
thinks we students must do everything she wans

its pay back time

2004-12-30T20:23:00.000+08:00

2F and others.. plz listen up
gonna have a party on sat,1pm at my house... we having bbq...so we nid some cash.. although i rich... my dad like angry cause i bao alot of times already.. so each person giv $5.. if alot of ppl.. each giv $2 or $3 can already... just go woodlands mrt or anything.. bring extra clothes, games (xbox if have),hi fi,bball,soccer ball,money, and most importantly.. YOURSELF>.< can come? the more the merrier.. cause without the crowd... it will be sooo dead.. haha.. so can can?? plz contact me.. 98324542.. thanks

2004-12-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

whooz!!! just came back from school... whoa.. help in orientation for 2 days... tired like mad.. haha...yday bring sec 1 ard the school.. boring like hell.. the sec1s nv cheer 1.. we teach them..they nv cheer.. u can onli see the SL(student leaders) cheering onli=.=// den go toilet must follow them 1... haiz... damn tired... we play flour war!! wahah.. lol.. throw flour at every1.. fun sia... haha..den later clean canteen.. bloody hell.. full of flour.. we wash with water.. den wash and scrub.. left me,vincent,azar.. the rest zhao.. we clean until all nice nice... already 8.. took some bread in the ava den eat and go home... the next day.. come back.. dunno why the stupid canteen full of flour again-.- i think the water evaporate ba.. than the flour still there... haiz... waste my time cleaning... haha.. den today.. even worse... become prefect.. fun sia.. haha... go ard... bring sec 1 here and there.. this 1 more fun... haha..the uniform groups did plays and demo some stuffs.. quite interesting.. and today.. i realise.. eldds isnt that bad after all.. i see like.. i mean... they act nice.. onli thing is the way they dance very ..... but i kinda have a different impression of them now.. haha... today got 1a and b girls .. me and alex.. haha... heng we take girls.. if boys we die already.. haha... those girls ar.. very innocent leh.. dunno why... ask them line up.. they line up.. ask them sit half the room.. they sit exactly half... very smart.. wonder how come they go in NT.. haiz.. when they mix with those boys.. wonder what will happen to them... feel sorry for them..haiz... we walk ard.. bring them go see ccas and trails.. haha.. track and field all i A or very good.. i throw the ball... fly until hit the scouts.. lol... pro right?!?!?! heehee... haha.. than later standing broad jump.. jump 220+... pro right?!!? gotta admit.. LOL...race with alex.. also win... the girl 1.. haha.. much more fun today... haha.. we talked to mr chan.. he talk to us for fun.. first abt sch.. den abt politics.. den abt jcs..den abt sean the porn eat johns corn and dawn got pricked by a thorn,and fucked by a prawn" and abt mata.. and abt stupid monkey... cant believed wat he said.. lol... and i bet $10 with him.. hope i win.. haha..hmmm.. had alot of fun today... next time u guys out there should try orientation day camp too.. damn fun.. haha... and guys.. do join OBS camp plz!!! den we all go camping.. hee~~

2004-12-27T20:35:00.000+08:00

whoa... long time nv go on blog liao.. haha... no time ma... today work with marla at my house... lol... went to my fren house selll... she sold quite afew ba.. haha.. crappy... school is gonna start!!! sianz.. i wish it was mid year.. go 2f again... much better.. now going sec 3 with those fags who dont wanna study.. i scared kena by them.. den i also dun study.. haiz... fated .... cant go in 3h.. fated... cant get her fated... so i gonna forget her!! whoo!! although will sometimes think of her.. i am still a happy guy.. not even sad at all... gotten sad too often i guess....haha.. lesson learnt... ^^

2004-12-25T21:49:00.000+08:00

hello!!! haha...just came back.. haha... went out to play... quite bored actually... but with my good pal from p sch.. haha... we made a card for his crush... den i remember her... but didnt have time already... haiz... well... we bought a pressie for his crush,den go summerset meet her... quite chio ba... but something bad happen!!! damn funnie!! haha!!! but cant tell.. later he hantum me... LOL..after givin her the pres and card,i wanted to buy a pres for her.. but didnt wan to bother my frenz good mood.. so i just follow him play.. haha.. now too late already... haiz...went to cine play lan for 1 hour... so bored.. wanted to sleep.. haha.. onli slept 10 mins yday and today.. haha...crappy 1... actually wan go watch movie.. den its at 11pm... den he cant watch.. haiz...wasted...halfway going home.. stupid pris come sms me say i at her house... bloody hell.. i thinking of her den she come make fun... tmd... haiz... wonder wat am i thinking now... should i giv up.. or should i not... i just cant figure it out... its like... she is part of me... but i am not part of her.. now she out with longz... i like not sad lidat... i think got heartbroken until used to it already ba.. haha... i am immune!!! whoo!!! but still think of her... wonder wat the hell is my brain doing... once i see any girl with spike hair.. i think of her... see a girl scold.. think of her... aiya... see any girl also will think of her... wonder wat happen to her hair... they say very jialut.. wonder how will she take care of herself man... and wonder when will i ever stop loving her... till this day.. i still think of her... wonder wat will happen to me..

2004-12-25T07:55:00.000+08:00

whooo!!! just came back from orchard... didnt even sleep a min last night man... haha... so fun... go ard orchard spraying ppl... so fun man... haha...today cut my hair.. haha.. molehog or something lidat... not so obvious.. haha.. for me.. i think look like shit leh... i wan the real 1.. tat 1 so cool!! haha... sway... who ask me sec 2... =( lol...those who didnt go orchard yday.. go on chinese new year eve!! sure got war again.. lolx!!! haha....

2004-12-23T22:45:00.000+08:00

hello!! hmmms.... long time nv update le... brudda using.. haha...hmmm.. this few days quite happy.. working seems to stop me from thinking abt her, hehe... today went out with frenz to orchard... haha... we won man!! although we actually suppose to lose... we actually won.. haha... steven tiam lar... lol... hmmm.. after playing went tampines... crap man.. so freaking far...go there watch kung fu hustle with jom camp frenz.. haha... see i so good fren... nv watch with my classmate..watch with u guys.. haha...quite fast leh the show... izzit me or izzit the show to exciting? haha... later crap sia... take bus back... like 100 years... haha....